Assalamualaikum...
Peace Be Upon You...
I cant really say "Happy New Year" for the time being can I ? its only january the 15th...better late than never some says. Or am i overdoing the "fashionably late" trend ? either way, I would really wanna wish you Happy New Year...
OK...here comes 2011...out goes 2010...new year ? new beginning ? perhaps to some people, this is the time for a new begining...how about you ? Is 2011 a new begining for you ? or its just another day in the flip calendar...Its still the same day, same week, same schedule etc etc and the list goes on...Or is it time to change ? change this, change that...etc etc etc...But the most important thing that you must do (according to my guru) before changing anything, try to change your mind first...alter the way you think, change the way you interact to be in a much more +ve thinker. I do sure hope i can do it because its easier said than done...
it has been 2 long years I've worked here...and during those years, most of my friends have noticed a change in my way of reacting to people. I used to be a happy-go-lucky guy, I used to be a friend-friendly-type of guy...but now, they say I'm aggrasive in verbal...For of course I didnt agree (in denial) with them...I told them that Im still the old jolly-good-man they used to know (still in denial)...Then when 2 of my bestfriends says the same thing to me...It hits me...It hits me hard...yeah...I've changed...
The culprit behind this ? work hazards in dealing with concrete-headed and cold-blooded department heads,customers,salesperson,contractors,boss-butt-kissers in my office that is always trying to find excuse to pin down any prob to other people so that they can save their ass off the chopping block (am I aggrasive ?)...Yeah...but by being aggrasive saves me from going heads in first in the chopping block. By being aggrasive Ive evaded the chopping block every single time...but sadly by being aggrasive ive been cast off by some people that still doesnt know not to mix friendship with bussiness...even the number is miniscule, but still I hate loosing people because of this...
So...my work hazards just met their new friend, Aggrasive...apart from Electrical Shock, Low Light Work Area, Trip Point, Pinch Point, Lack of Rest, Long Hours of Job, Loud Noise, Dirty Jobs, High Stress, No Tolerance and etc etc etc...And I'm still wondering...Is my breaking point coming nearer and nearer? Hopefully my breaking point is not my new beginning towards this year...
